rough time

[RJINTAMPA]

These past five months have been a very rough time, actually these past two years have been up and down for myself, the only good times I have had is on the day which was July 17th 2007 which was the day I met the walrus, but also for another reason which I will get into when I co host sometime in the near future, but for about five months now I have been going through a very tough time. Just today for an example, I come home from classes and I found out today an about 3 days or 7 days at the most, I will be loosing part of my childhood forever, I am talking about my dog name Sheba, she is dying as she no longer has a healthy working kidney and liver, we are waiting for my sister to come home tomorrow,because we certainly do not her to suffer m in pain, I know some will say its just a dog, however by looking at this photo below, it will tell you that for myself and in my family we consider her more then that.

[mo0ing_duckie]

I'm sorry to hear about your personal troubles RJ, and especially about your dog Sheba.

I know that putting a beloved pet down can be heartbreaking, and I can relate that some people don't appreciate the emotional impact of losing a pet until they've gone through the same thing(I actually had one teacher say I used a pathetic excuse to try to get out of a test when I told her that I couldn't write it that day because I was having my dog put down).

You should also know that you are doing the right thing by ending her suffering, and that you shouldn't carry any guilt for it. The fact that you are willing to face the logic that keeping her alive would cause her unnessicary pain, and that you are choosing to help rid her of her pain by making a heartbreaking and difficult decision just shows how much you truely love her. And I'm sure if she could, she'd show you how much that means to her.

I hope that things will get better for you with time. And I'm sorry I don't know anything better to say to help.

[RJINTAMPA]

thank you moon duckie, and wow what an SOB that teacher was to you. Sadly, but greatfully at the sametime Sheba passed away naturaly by my side, on friday night with a smile on her face, however I know she is pain free now and in a happy place. Again thank you for your support.